Tuesday, May 5, 2015

Foot Print at Anna Rais






Black & White had their foot print at Anna Rais waterfall, this is the 1st time I had step my foot step into the jungle for nearly an hour to reach the waterfall.  Although is tiring but when you reach the waterfall, wow.... that feeling is great and worth it, I had fall down for twice through this jungle tracking and yet is my very 1st time do this stupid stuff!!!... all the sweat and angriness gone, after reach the place!

This place really gave me a great experience, I had meet with lots of nice people around and also nice food which well prepared by the owner of the homestay!.. I even tried the "Tuak" rice wine which make by the people at the village, the rice wine really taste good!.. 

I really enjoy this holiday very much, although is tiring. But I love it very much.  Thanks to Mr.Black, if not because of him, I will not experience this jungle tracking.

Thursday, December 20, 2012

Christmas Message

 

Merry Christmas everyone... Christmas is not about present or gift, is all about Jesus...

Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you is
Where Christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus
You'll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas for you...
 
God had granted me with a special gift every year, really blessed with that.  Thanks God once again.  
 
Create a great environment and memorable times with your love one during this great season, let this 
Christmas become the day which we appreciate one and another which God had place them in our
life.

Here once again, wishing you all have a fruitful Christmas Holiday and May God grant you all 
with a fruitful and loving times with your family...
 
 

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Something to share....

I like this quote a lot, yeah... Without boyfriend we also can be very happy.. Am always believe this "we can continue to live without someone that we use to be so important in our life". Only we need sometime to get use to stand alone when we facing difficulty in some area in our life!!...

Saturday, September 15, 2012

ANOTHER SATURDAY NIGHT

My saturday night always end up with a boring night....

Why this things always happen that make me felt sad and horrible...I hope this will never happen again and again...

Problem is I don't know how to find programme or social with my friend...But sometimes I think I only have few friend that can really mixed around... Sad when I think off this..

Recently office also have a lots of things happen, which make me felt very sad and wanna change my job.  What have happen to me? I use to be a very calm in thinking, but now a little bit I will get mad and can't really control my own temper. I also use to think a lots recently... until I will drag down my own mood... from good turn to bad....WHAT A SAD LIFE I HAD!!!!

Actually what do I want and think off??? Am I going to the wrong path and taking the wrong steps in my life???? I already try my best not to think off it, but those around me keep remind me of this.  Maybe I try not to face the reality and fact. Normally reality and fact make people think and think and think.. I don't like the feeling of make decision or have a thinking session, I like it happen naturally...

Saturday, July 28, 2012

A Boring Saturday Night

What a boring saturday night again....sometimes I has a very stupid question that been poke out from my mind, WHY we have to be in this world???

Normally saturday night should have going out with friend to shop and hang out at the cafe, but recently my saturday night turn into a nightmare to me... which I felt like am alone all the times.

The only thing that am doing a lots in my life is WORK... will I end up my life is working... no others things will happen in my life... "LIFE for me is really meaningless and bored"...

Should think of somethings that can add up some colour to my life??... any idea???... couldn't think of one!..the only thing that which am think is again "WORK".. I think working really have take a big portion in my life.

Better finish up my work that I bring back from office and have a early sleep..see what will happen on tomorrow night, will it be a boring night or a happening night to me.

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Recently

Do you people really know what is call "love", for me "love" is a feeling that can really give you happiness but also can hurt you deep down in your heart.

I have started a relationship which make me really happy at the beginning, we have been thru a lots of things that we able to give up our ego to forgive one another,in this relationship we both grow from a very young thinking person to a mature thinking person... sound good and we do plan for our future..

But recently because of little conflict that have involved with the family members' that I choose to walk away and give up this relationship. I knew that is very hard to put down this relationship...its hurt deep down in your heart, but I really have no choice...

Let the times heal our wound in our heart...

宝贝我们都不要哭
时间不会因眼泪停住
宝贝我们都不要哭
生命如此不是结束
只要我们把彼此的好记住


Friday, May 25, 2012

Back to write my blog again

Wow... is been such a long time I has yet to write my new post, after I change my new job... is really a busy here for me...

After my trip back from Aussie on Aug'2010, I have started my new job in Oct'2010...now working in a trading company which supplies medical, esthetics, and dental equipment from oversea.  A great place where I really can learn how to handle stress, manage a department which only consist of 2-3 persons.  That all the stuff have to handle by my own, including manage the people those around me.

A very challenging year for 2011, which I have been promoted become a senior post in Dec'2011 that put me in the situation that can really control of my own emotion.  In this company I really need to learn how to handle the difficult people, those senior staffs here really give me a lots of scenario that I need to solve out by my own.
In the Finance Department, am really like a goal keeper that need to settle every things, including those not belong to me.

Wow... along the way... I really facing a lots of difficulty which make me grow more stronger each day.  Lots of discouragement happen, disappointment happen, the most unhappy birthday that I been thru is on 2010, which I didn't come to work, due to am over stress.


Monday, July 11, 2011

Elow

Yoyo...

Am back with my blog again!...

Will post up new things and news soon!!!!....

Sunday, January 2, 2011

What is my New Year Resolution for 2011

2010 just passed like that.. without any achievement....my mind just totally blank.. without any feel... just felt sad and unhappy... maybe is because of my new job that I cant really adapted with it..

Sometimes just felt like wanna stop breathing and just stop at this moment... too much thinking and carried a lots of burden in my heart.. is that myself think too much, job that have so much stress to carried with...that make me have sleepless night, is this call stress?tension?...

Monday till Friday.. just like a nightmare for me, specially when the times wanna go to work?...that feeling.. "sucks"...how come every times I have this kind of feeling..should I just stop and have a break for myself..for few months times???....

Really scare that myself ended up with sickness....dont know what to do???....

What is my new year resolution for 2011??? still searching for it???.....

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

答应不爱你 郑中基




明明爱很清晰 却又接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及 爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底

虽然很努力 练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起 答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己

明明爱很清晰 却要接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及 就让爱融入空气
不存在的存在心底


说好要忘记 偏偏又想起
原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起 虽然曾经答应了你
我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Recently What Am I Doing?

Hello everyone, such a long time didn't update my blog...

Recently have started my study, some more need to really serious with it, if not the year end exam will just fail and wasting time and $$$$.

Working and studying at the same time really sick... terrible... OMG really don't know how to elaborate the feeling... But already choose the this life then need to stand firm and looking towards, and try my very very best to achieve a colorful results.

My working life is not smooth at all, everyday go to work without any motivation and without any goal, just don't know how to continue to walk through with it.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Something to share with today....

Morning, everyone... just read the "Our Daily Journey" the topic is disapointed. Everyone get disapointed with every situation nowaday, even I not in my hometown, but I do listen to so many stories from my friend that they felt disapointed with they career, life and etc recently.

Then today I wanna share with them what I had read:-

Anytime we let disappointment rule our emotions and lives, we’re believing that what we want is more important than anything—or anyone—else.

God wants to bring good things into our lives. As proof, He has offered Himself as the unfailing hope (Romans 10:11). The problem comes when:

• We think we deserve something.

• We make our happiness dependent on whether we get what we want.

In contrast, God asks that we live a life surrendered to and dependent on Him (Psalm 37:3-5).

Hopefully this will read by those who ever get disapointed with any situation.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Wonderful Tonight....



It's late in the evening
she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up
and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."

We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."

Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You



If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long
With you i see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
You ought to konw by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Just like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and shar

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Today is 08.07.2010

Guess what? I'm still at office doing some report and accounting key in data to finish up all my delay job that cos by the auditors. The worst things is I forgot to wear my spect when I come out from house just now. Then now is a blur blur blogging with only typing base of the feeling, can't really see the screen.

This few days start again can't sleep well, Lord help me to get rid of the pressure, tension and stress, grant me a good rest and sleep, amen. Actually tonight I don't wish to come to the office, but just now one of my director asking me to do report and has to email back to HQ (urgent some more), so have to drag myself to come.

Yippie, tomorrow is Friday, this week time flew quite fast. Everyday countdown for myself to go home soon, hahah ... the funniest things is one of my friend actually will send me a reminder everyday when he on his skype, and will tell me how many days to go then you will coming back to Malaysia.

So far, I already started to learn to divide my job well, some of the things that I didn't manage to do, this trip I must do it!!, will this is my last trip to here?.. Recently I'm not very happy cos colleague will be resigning soon, that make me felt very sad, cos really love to work with her. We kinda alike, everyone will call me as her, and call her as me. So funny until we both got fed up, just answer people when they calling the wrong name. She is very hardworking and also very ambitious, funny, lovely and also friendly. One thing that I really admire her is, her eye are sharp and fast in doing the job. Very efficient and very effective, but she will leave us soon, just the matter of times.. haiz... but anyway I also will support her with her decision. I wanna give a good job sign here!!

Hopefully tomorrow will be a sunny day to me and those who are around me!! Cheers!!

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Angels Cry

Lighting don't strike,
The same place twice,
When you and I,
Said goodbye,
I felt the angels cry,

True love's a gift,
But we let it drift,
In a storm,
Every night,
I felt the angels cry,



I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Ne-Yo:
I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

Mariah & Ne-Yo:
C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

Friday, March 12, 2010

Sharing ...



halo..people...just wanna share with u guys..this song...really a good songs...that meant a lots to me....wow...

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Matthew 7:11


So fast today already Thursday, another fews days to go...CNY is here....dong dong dong chian...wah...cant wait for it...

Thought of the day "So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more wil your heavenly Father give good gifts to those who ask Him." (Matthew 7:11)

hahaha...this is the verse that i read this morning from "Our Daily Journey", so more there is the question that ask what gifts has God given you over the years?.

I know that God have given me a lots of job opportunities that help me to explore, He has help me to take my 1st move to change job, that is move from my comfort zone, and try out somethings new that I never do it before, in all sorts of situation. etc: people relationship in the company, job scope that I never handle, people attitude, and lots more.

Do you ever think of that question above?.....God thanks for everythings that you grant me over the years, that you have teaches me not to practice double standards, have to be humble in any situation, and also thanks for grant me a lots wisdom, and knowledge. amen.

And somemore He always send people to guide or to help me from any difficulties situation..Really thanks God for His grace.

So happy that my trip to Molong will be delay coz the flight is full, until now still can't manage to get the ticket, awwk...but at least I can celebrate my CNY, Valentine's day and also my Dad's birthday here, just that maybe I have to celebrate my own birthday at Molong alone, what a new feel?huh?....