Back to write my blog again

Wow... is been such a long time I has yet to write my new post, after I change my new job... is really a busy here for me...

After my trip back from Aussie on Aug'2010, I have started my new job in Oct'2010...now working in a trading company which supplies medical, esthetics, and dental equipment from oversea.  A great place where I really can learn how to handle stress, manage a department which only consist of 2-3 persons.  That all the stuff have to handle by my own, including manage the people those around me.

A very challenging year for 2011, which I have been promoted become a senior post in Dec'2011 that put me in the situation that can really control of my own emotion.  In this company I really need to learn how to handle the difficult people, those senior staffs here really give me a lots of scenario that I need to solve out by my own.

In the Finance Department, am really like a goal keeper that need to settle every things, including those not belong to me.

Wow... along the way... I really facing a lots of difficulty which make me grow more stronger each day.  Lots of discouragement happen, disappointment happen, the most unhappy birthday that I been thru is on 2010, which I didn't come to work, due to am over stress.

爱情掉在哪里?

Elow

Yoyo...

Am back with my blog again!...

Will post up new things and news soon!!!!....

What is my New Year Resolution for 2011

2010 just passed like that.. without any achievement....my mind just totally blank.. without any feel... just felt sad and unhappy... maybe is because of my new job that I cant really adapted with it..

Sometimes just felt like wanna stop breathing and just stop at this moment... too much thinking and carried a lots of burden in my heart.. is that myself think too much, job that have so much stress to carried with...that make me have sleepless night, is this call stress?tension?...

Monday till Friday.. just like a nightmare for me, specially when the times wanna go to work?...that feeling.. "sucks"...how come every times I have this kind of feeling..should I just stop and have a break for myself..for few months times???....

Really scare that myself ended up with sickness....dont know what to do???....

What is my new year resolution for 2011??? still searching for it???.....

答应不爱你 郑中基

明明爱很清晰 却又接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及 爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底

虽然很努力 练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起 答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己

明明爱很清晰 却要接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及 就让爱融入空气
不存在的存在心底


说好要忘记 偏偏又想起
原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起 虽然曾经答应了你
我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你

Recently What Am I Doing?

Hello everyone, such a long time didn't update my blog...

Recently have started my study, some more need to really serious with it, if not the year end exam will just fail and wasting time and $$$$.

Working and studying at the same time really sick... terrible... OMG really don't know how to elaborate the feeling... But already choose the this life then need to stand firm and looking towards, and try my very very best to achieve a colorful results.

My working life is not smooth at all, everyday go to work without any motivation and without any goal, just don't know how to continue to walk through with it.

你不知道的事 王力宏