Foot Print at Anna Rais

Black & White had their foot print at Anna Rais waterfall, this is the 1st time I had step my foot step into the jungle for nearly an hour to reach the waterfall.  Although is tiring but when you reach the waterfall, wow.... that feeling is great and worth it, I had fall down for twice through this jungle tracking and yet is my very 1st time do this stupid stuff!!!... all the sweat and angriness gone, after reach the place!

This place really gave me a great experience, I had meet with lots of nice people around and also nice food which well prepared by the owner of the homestay!.. I even tried the "Tuak" rice wine which make by the people at the village, the rice wine really taste good!.. 

I really enjoy this holiday very much, although is tiring. But I love it very much.  Thanks to Mr.Black, if not because of him, I will not experience this jungle tracking.

Christmas Message

 

Merry Christmas everyone... Christmas is not about present or gift, is all about Jesus...

Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in your heart

Somewhere deep inside you is

Where Christmas really starts

So give your heart to Jesus

You'll discover when you do

That it's Christmas, really Christmas for you...

God had granted me with a special gift every year, really blessed with that.  Thanks God once again.  

Create a great environment and memorable times with your love one during this great season, let this 

Christmas become the day which we appreciate one and another which God had place them in our

life.

Here once again, wishing you all have a fruitful Christmas Holiday and May God grant you all 

with a fruitful and loving times with your family...

Something to share....

I like this quote a lot, yeah... Without boyfriend we also can be very happy.. Am always believe this "we can continue to live without someone that we use to be so important in our life". Only we need sometime to get use to stand alone when we facing difficulty in some area in our life!!...

ANOTHER SATURDAY NIGHT

My saturday night always end up with a boring night....

Why this things always happen that make me felt sad and horrible...I hope this will never happen again and again...

Problem is I don't know how to find programme or social with my friend...But sometimes I think I only have few friend that can really mixed around... Sad when I think off this..

Recently office also have a lots of things happen, which make me felt very sad and wanna change my job.  What have happen to me? I use to be a very calm in thinking, but now a little bit I will get mad and can't really control my own temper. I also use to think a lots recently... until I will drag down my own mood... from good turn to bad....WHAT A SAD LIFE I HAD!!!!

Actually what do I want and think off??? Am I going to the wrong path and taking the wrong steps in my life???? I already try my best not to think off it, but those around me keep remind me of this.  Maybe I try not to face the reality and fact. Normally reality and fact make people think and think and think.. I don't like the feeling of make decision or have a thinking session, I like it happen naturally...

A Boring Saturday Night

What a boring saturday night again....sometimes I has a very stupid question that been poke out from my mind, WHY we have to be in this world???

Normally saturday night should have going out with friend to shop and hang out at the cafe, but recently my saturday night turn into a nightmare to me... which I felt like am alone all the times.

The only thing that am doing a lots in my life is WORK... will I end up my life is working... no others things will happen in my life... "LIFE for me is really meaningless and bored"...

Should think of somethings that can add up some colour to my life??... any idea???... couldn't think of one!..the only thing that which am think is again "WORK".. I think working really have take a big portion in my life.

Better finish up my work that I bring back from office and have a early sleep..see what will happen on tomorrow night, will it be a boring night or a happening night to me.

Recently

Do you people really know what is call "love", for me "love" is a feeling that can really give you happiness but also can hurt you deep down in your heart.

I have started a relationship which make me really happy at the beginning, we have been thru a lots of things that we able to give up our ego to forgive one another,in this relationship we both grow from a very young thinking person to a mature thinking person... sound good and we do plan for our future..

But recently because of little conflict that have involved with the family members' that I choose to walk away and give up this relationship. I knew that is very hard to put down this relationship...its hurt deep down in your heart, but I really have no choice...

Let the times heal our wound in our heart...

宝贝我们都不要哭
时间不会因眼泪停住
宝贝我们都不要哭
生命如此不是结束
只要我们把彼此的好记住

Back to write my blog again

Wow... is been such a long time I has yet to write my new post, after I change my new job... is really a busy here for me...

After my trip back from Aussie on Aug'2010, I have started my new job in Oct'2010...now working in a trading company which supplies medical, esthetics, and dental equipment from oversea.  A great place where I really can learn how to handle stress, manage a department which only consist of 2-3 persons.  That all the stuff have to handle by my own, including manage the people those around me.

A very challenging year for 2011, which I have been promoted become a senior post in Dec'2011 that put me in the situation that can really control of my own emotion.  In this company I really need to learn how to handle the difficult people, those senior staffs here really give me a lots of scenario that I need to solve out by my own.

In the Finance Department, am really like a goal keeper that need to settle every things, including those not belong to me.

Wow... along the way... I really facing a lots of difficulty which make me grow more stronger each day.  Lots of discouragement happen, disappointment happen, the most unhappy birthday that I been thru is on 2010, which I didn't come to work, due to am over stress.